Growing Up & Dealing w People Who Don't
It is Friday night. I'm distracted because I want to write so bad, but the songs I have playing on my Pandora have made me think of things outside of what I originally booted up the laptop for and came to the site to write about. I guess I finally realized what capitalism is...I had been an advocate of it. Because it's selling points are nice. However, when you take a deep dive into the heart and soul of capitalism is on an every day basis you can see it sells a idealism that will only be the demise of the United States or any other "democracy" that attempts to carry on as a "democracy"
We get statistics daily how most of the United States population is on drugs.
They are - and that is what happens in wealthy societies. And that is what also causes the demise.
I get it.
Cut government aid. Make the people work harder for a decade or so. Oh...you did that. An entire entitled generation lived at home..never left the nest. Thanks government.
You are turning us into China - not a democracy because its really just socialism...in the early stages.
I hate that I live in a time where it is on the way down and not on the way up.
No one has faith in the government...did you educate us too much? Nope..probably not.
Cycles. It all goes in cycles. Just born at a shitty time.
But all of us born in this time want to reap the benefits of the times before us.
Im contradicting myself.
Maybe.
A little bit.
Not so much.
What I Do When I Am Bored
Good morning all. This job search thing has gone on way too long and I am way past the initial boredom and onto something great. For the type of boredom simply needs a new word to describe it...boredom is simply too boring of a word. So I had a busy week last week, full of interviews...only to enter this week with no feedback and not hearing a word from any of the interviews. People are so rude these days and it leaves me with a sense of unexplained rejection. It kills the momentum of the job search. Enough about that - I am sure you are just dying to know what I do to get through the tedious seconds of each day without really one thing I HAVE to do...I NEED to do.
So yesterday, I set to cleaning. I washed my roomie's wallet. So that means, I washed his credit cards, his social card, his license, important receipts - they are now blurry pieces of shit. Hey - at least they are clean. So with him not allowing me to anymore cleaning...im now back to even more than more than boredom.
So I have been Speedating on Facebook. Ive made friends with some really awesome guys...only to find out after a few small innocent conversations they want me to talk dirty to them for endless hours in the hope that some of my dirty talk will entice them to jerk themselves off. I assume I have gotten some of them to this point before because then I never hear from them again. So its just like to real life...you fuck them and they leave you.
So I have been playing Mafia Wars on facebook. That damn game. No point. Impossible to "win". Seems like it was specifically made for someone in my tedious state of boredom...but hey...it kinda feels like a job sometimes and that makes me happy.
So I have been playing Rock Band. I played it so damn much. I broke the foot pedal. That was the end of my Rock Band career - no job equals no money for a replacement pedal. Since I am already a Guitar Hero, I find it no fun to play Rock Band unless I can bang on the drums all day.
And thats it folks. That is my life in a nutshell these days - video games, sexting, and facebook, and screwing up other peoples households while attempting to help out around the house.
It can only be said that boredom leads to disaster.
So yesterday, I set to cleaning. I washed my roomie's wallet. So that means, I washed his credit cards, his social card, his license, important receipts - they are now blurry pieces of shit. Hey - at least they are clean. So with him not allowing me to anymore cleaning...im now back to even more than more than boredom.
So I have been Speedating on Facebook. Ive made friends with some really awesome guys...only to find out after a few small innocent conversations they want me to talk dirty to them for endless hours in the hope that some of my dirty talk will entice them to jerk themselves off. I assume I have gotten some of them to this point before because then I never hear from them again. So its just like to real life...you fuck them and they leave you.
So I have been playing Mafia Wars on facebook. That damn game. No point. Impossible to "win". Seems like it was specifically made for someone in my tedious state of boredom...but hey...it kinda feels like a job sometimes and that makes me happy.
So I have been playing Rock Band. I played it so damn much. I broke the foot pedal. That was the end of my Rock Band career - no job equals no money for a replacement pedal. Since I am already a Guitar Hero, I find it no fun to play Rock Band unless I can bang on the drums all day.
And thats it folks. That is my life in a nutshell these days - video games, sexting, and facebook, and screwing up other peoples households while attempting to help out around the house.
It can only be said that boredom leads to disaster.
Marijuana Inc.
Is anyone watching this show on CNBC Marijuana Inc? Amazing the amount of money the government spends to stop this industry...insanity. The fight against marijuana will never ever pay off. And to think of the debt that fight has caused is absolutely ludacris. The sooner they legalize - the sooner that debt can begin to be repaid. It is a time for new industry to enter the new economy in a legitimate way. I am so happy I will be able to live to see the day....legalization is going happen people.
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