the moment of truth in your lies

yeah you bleed just to know your alive. how can people live lies? i just dont understand....i've lived lies and i have watched friends live lies. there is nothing real about it, nothing substanstial to gain from living a lie. because a lie is NOT real...its circumstated....look hahah I made up a new word. But living a lie means creating your own false universe. Arent we talk to look for things that equal positive? Maybe this is what Einstein meant by relativity and parallel universes. I am finding it completely believable that many people I know live more than one life than they show you. Maybe that means I am not advanced. Maybe that means that I am not as smart as them. God I sure hope not. Hello God, It's me Margaret....